I thought It was about time I make one and only one more post on my behalf of all this nonsense because that is exactly what it is all nonsense..we have all had alot of disagreements and because of course they are the ones out to be nice guys they will be right regardless well I wish I would of never fell for that crap because now my life is more screwed up than ever before...all this money was raised to help me start a new life a better one everyone kept saying but I went along with it and it turns out every time I think maybe I shouldn't it turns out I shouldn't have I could of left porn and everything else without them and been in the same place I am in now so what was the point well actually I would of prolly been better off..it has done nothing but cause me to owe out alot of money and cant seem to get caught up it has me in a place I have no one or anything and it has cost me my marriage and I am sick to death of all this being put on my husband like it is all his fault it is about time everyone be held accountable for what they have caused the only good thing that has came out of any of this is my daughter is now in a school where she can get the help and tutoring she needs for her speech so that next year she will be caught up to where she needs to be but that is it..I think thats these guys idea of the project was a good idea but they have went about it all wrong and hope no other girl gets caught up in it.you know that what bothers me is xxxchurch number one thing they work for is to help people with there porn addiction...well we all know my husband has a big problem with it and how have they helped him they told him in a email to grow and just quit looking at it oh yeah and that he was a complete idiot exact words yeah that is really helping someone but no they seem to what to make all this about fighting with him and making it his fault that they couldn't do what they sought out to do. there idea to help me is go to church now yeah I should prolly go to church but in all reality that isn't fixing my problems now with money a place to live or the therapist I need now that I have went through all this. my husband is now completely done with the church and believing in anything that he has believed most of his life but then again he seems to be pretty much done with anyone involved in this situation including me he has stopped trying with us because the trying and work we both have been doing seems to get cut off every turn we make so that is how this has all helped but I think that is about it I just wanted my thoughts heard oh and I really hope people aren't spending the money on the video above or any other money for the trinity project because there is no trinity project and the money is just going to fill a pocket that doesn't need any help if you have any questions feel free to email me I check it frequently. oh and by the way I will be posting the whole story with all emails and everything to all the adult sites so that no one else gets fooled

this will be the last post i make, Michelle stopped posting long ago after this has been up for a week or so i am going to return the blog to xxxchurch seeing as they seem to think if i don't have control Michelle with magically be a part of it again. she is done with them, i have been done with them for awhile. i wish them luck and hope other people get more help than we did, it was some but not enough and we both feel more money was raised than what was used and i know i can come up with financial records from my mom that show she has given us more money for food, clothes, rent and insurance then Craig has. but i know with all thier PR they will flip this on me so all i have to say is do your research before donating to any organization religious or other wise.

well we found out we are having a baby boy last week. home depot is giving me 40 hours a week and i just got moved to the paint department from being a cashier cause the hr manager knows i want to move up in the company. other than that we have just been getting ready for the baby.